Modern Life

Oh my...too long since I visited this place. Let alone write a post. 

 What's the use to have it then? 

 A blog, with it's expectations, to find a way to express oneself - 'this is my voice' - and then to fall silent again, as if in self-denial. Or was it no more than that this blog was not the right one, the right way, for me to speak? Or it could even mean I actually didn't need a place, this place, to structurally express myself? 

Perhaps I have too many places to express myself - so much scattered over the web: 
Writing.com 
LiveJournal 
gmail 
DreamWidth 
Deviant Art 
Tumblr 
Bokt 
Blogger 
InsaneJournal 
Bleacher Report 
Gedicht.nu 
The Petulant Poetess 
Fanfiction.net 
WordPress 
facebook 
Twitter 
India Forums
Orkut 
the sites I forgot about... 

Of course, some of these sites I joined to read and see works of others, but sooner or later I always got at least a whisper of a wish to contribute there too. 

All these accounts, all in hopes to find the definite place to start my 'writing career' (as in the depth of me that is what I want: to be an author of some importance) and so far leading no where (though my writing.com account has a 'portfolio' with a certain substance)...should I give up or should I finally make an effort to start?  

'Every Wall is a Door'. Or would it be more fitting to twist it to 'Every Door is a Wall'? 




 If ever I made a post deserving of cross-posting it must be this one.